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So it's Christmas today.

Apart from that a lot of things is happening or not happening.

I'm texting with Lise and it feels nice. It still gives me a anxiety tummy but not so intense as before. It feels calm, and nice I guess. I miss her. Us.

My best pal is in town and I'm over the moon about that. We got to see each other last night and it was so cosy. I'm happy to see her again and that we prob are gonna get tattooed¡!

I have been so stressed lately that I haven't even realized how soon Christmas was. I pusched it away and didn't think about it. I haven't really been in the christmas spirit, but again I'm almost never. I see Christmas as too overrated, but in the "we play xmas music three months before hand and will start stressing you out to buy things now" way.

I don't like the pressure of gifts and perfection I guess, as most people would say.

Today Im "celebrating" on my own with the ratties as P is away with he's family.

Tomorrow we will celebrate with my family tho.