Life life life is in a panic

For me, rain is the biggest sign of spring. That it's not cold enough to become snow, because the sun can shine at any day in any cold but for it to rain it needs to be truly warm in the air.

Things are changing and flowers will start to grow. Like I will grow. Things are happening that I can't talk about since I'm not ready just yet but I'm scared, I'm happy, I'm nervous and I'm excited as fuck.

My life, and my partners life will change dramatically and we're both shitless about it. But we can do anything together, even in the toughest storm I will walk out and dance in the rain and see it as a sign of spring, of life and growth. Of new adventures and possibilities. Even if the wind takes me and blows me off the ground, it's okay, my head is anyways always up in the clouds.