Friends, other friends and that we all know each other

So I had a party a couple of nights ago. The party was, good people enjoy it and we're getting drunk and loud. 

Me and two of my brothers are pretty close at age and one of them is only one year older thus my friends are also he's friends, or former classmates. 

It makes it so that our partys tend to have all the same people in it. Also the fact that he's together with one of my friends that I was classmates with makes it even shorter in the span of where to stretch. 

I find this both nice and a whole lot.. Boring? I mean I enjoy my friends ofc, and we all change and grow and what not, but to have the same people where ever you look. It get's boring and I think It's not wrong or mean to say so. I also think it's the combination of small town and all the same friends that drives me to a form of insane. 

It's nothing that my friends are boring, it's just exiting to meet new ones. To listen to a new mind. In this town it's hard to find someone interesting and I don't even know where to start to look. 

It makes it feel like a circle, it just goes round and round. The same people the same places the same conversations. Even tho they are fun to have I guess I just want more. 

It's also the fact that I do tend to get upset or irritated with some people near me that just is.. Ugh. And I have to be close because we all know each other, it's not like I can get a break if I don't isolate myself almost completely. 

And I do have some sunshine that are just so special to me. It's to bad none of them wanna live here but hey, 

The beauty of internet yall

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