Nervous

I just threw up. I mean, I didn't have anything to throw up so it was just horrible,  like a weird cat. I think it can be my nerves, I have had a uneasy feeling since yesterday.

I really hate going to the doctors.

                            Several minutes later

Before I had the time or energy to end this and publish it I was trying to calm myself. I ended up, without thinking about it, making a noise with me breathing that reminded me of the ocean. And I thought of jellyfishes. I love jellyfishes. Now I have ocean sounds on the suround sound and Im laying in bed. Im so calm, just floating, like a jellyfish.