It's like everything is falling to pieces

I just don't know what to do. There is no support, there is no security, there is notging that makes anytjing just a little less painfull.

I'm just stuck in this whole of shit happening and I can't do anything. 

When I think that, this month is gona go okay. And maybe we can fix things, make everything work, and then life punches me in the gut ad spits on me. 

I'm. so. fucking. tierd